This time just straight up sucks.
I don’t know what to do for most of the time, I have been applying to jobs, but I got nothing back. I was hoping that I can find a job by now. Yet, my bank account is running low, I don’t know what to do for the most of the time. My visa is going to expire in May. I will have about 90 days to stay in the US on OPT unemployed, by now, it is close to be 60 days now. Well, I still have one month left. I don’t know what the future holds, but it is really freaking me out with the situation and everything that’s going on. A plane ticket to fly back to China cost around $6000 now, but I only have less than $3000 in my bank account, I can only barely afford half of the ticket back to China. I really want to ask, if I can buy half of the ticket? Then I will just jump off the plane half way.
I guess at this time, all I can do is continue applying to jobs, at the same time doing LeetCode problems and get ready for whatever is coming in my way.
The following podcast is what I made by far, I hope this can help you to be happier during this hard time.